The Rebirth of My Soul : A Fresh Beginning

Hello, beautiful souls! 🤗♥️

Have you ever felt like you were running on empty, trying to juggle everything life throws at you? If so, you’re not alone. I’ve recently returned from a much-needed break that has sparked a significant shift in my perspective, and I can’t wait to share my journey with you!

Just a few months ago, I found myself on the brink of burnout, feeling emotionally drained and overwhelmed. Life has a way of piling on the responsibilities, doesn’t it? Between motherhood, the challenges of living in a new country (it has been 5 years but I am still learning), and the hustle of everyday life, I was caught in a whirlwind. But through this storm, I learned some invaluable lessons that have become my guiding light.

I’ve come to realize that my experience over the last 3-4 months can best be described as a “dark night of the soul.” It sounds intense, and honestly, it was. But with God’s grace, this period became a rebirth for my soul—a time of reflection, growth, and renewal. Looking back, I can see how this journey has shaped me into the person I am today, and for that, I am grateful.

As I reflect on my life, I see a pattern that many of us can relate to. I’ve been incredibly blessed in many ways, yet I often felt incomplete and not truly content. Like many millennials, I was racing through life, trying to do it all—be a good mom, a supportive partner, and a productive content creator—while losing sight of the joy in the journey. If you’ve ever felt this way, know that you are not alone.

In the midst of this struggle, I discovered a profound truth. I was not fully aligned with God. I felt a gentle nudge, a reminder that He wants me to lead a quiet life. This realization came to me through one verse.

“Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life.”  1 Thessalonians 4:11

These words began to resonate deeply within me, guiding my thoughts and actions as I moved forward. It was a call to slow down, to embrace peace, and to focus on what truly matters.

So, what does this mean for you, my dear readers? It means I’ll be sharing the lessons and insights I’ve gained through this journey, but from a fresh perspective. You can still expect to see motherhood content here, but it will come with a renewed sense of purpose and clarity.

Let me take a moment to clarify that I’m not here to preach or impose my beliefs on anyone. My faith is an integral part of my identity, and I’m excited to share this aspect of my journey with you. I respect all religions, even if I don’t agree with all of them, and I strongly believe we can all learn from the Bible. I believe everyone has something valuable to contribute, and we can learn from one another, regardless of our backgrounds. I want this space to be a safe haven for open dialogue and mutual respect, free from debates that lead nowhere.

For those of you who are new here, welcome! And for my long-time followers, thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin. You are the reason I continue to return to this corner of the internet. I genuinely love this community, and each of you holds a special place in my heart.

A Bit from My Story

Now, let’s dive a little deeper into my journey. Five years ago, I took a leap of faith and moved to the United States, pregnant with my first child. I was excited but terrified. It was a huge change, filled with new experiences, challenges, and a fair share of culture shock. Giving birth during a pandemic added another layer of complexity to my journey, and I found myself navigating uncharted waters. I am just beginning to learn the exact effect of all those changes in my life. I know and feel it, but I didn’t understand its impact to the extent I now realize.

As a stay-at-home mom of three, I often felt the weight of the world on my shoulders. I wanted to do it all—be the perfect mom, run a successful blog, create a thriving Etsy shop, and maintain a podcast—while also trying to keep my own sanity intact. The pressure was immense, and I began to lose sight of my own well-being.

Everything came crashing down at a certain point, and I realized I needed to take a step back. I had to let go of the things that no longer served me, things like the need for control and the urge to prove myself. I came to understand that rushing through life was not the answer. Instead, I needed to align my actions with God’s plan for me.

During this time of reflection, I found solace in reading books that illuminated my path. “The Ruthless Elimination of Hurry” by John Mark Comer became a game-changer for me. It taught me how to stay emotionally healthy and spiritually alive amidst the chaos of modern life. The insights I gained from this book helped me recognize the importance of slowing down and being intentional with my time.

I also delved into “The Power of a Praying Parent” and “The Power of a Praying Wife” by Stormie Omartian. These books deepened my understanding of the power of prayer in my roles as a mother and wife. They encouraged me to lean into my faith, pray for my children, and build a spiritual foundation in our home. This practice brought me closer to God and provided me with the strength I needed to navigate the challenges of motherhood.

Through these readings, I began to understand that I didn’t need to strive for perfection; I only needed to be true to myself and my purpose.

Prayer and worship became my refuge. My relationship with God grew stronger than ever, and through this connection, I started to see things more clearly. I felt a renewed sense of purpose and direction, and I knew I was ready to share this journey with all of you.

Now that I’m back, I’m excited to embrace this fresh perspective. I hope that what I share here will be helpful in your own journey, whether you’re a fellow mom navigating the challenges of parenthood, a creative soul pursuing your passions, or anyone looking for a little inspiration.

As I move forward, I’m committed to leading a quiet life, cherishing the small moments, and focusing on what truly matters. I want to encourage you to do the same. Take a moment to breathe, reflect, and ask yourself what brings you joy. What can you let go of to find peace? 

If you’re excited for this new beginning, please let me know in the comments. I would love to hear your thoughts and connect with you. Together, let’s embark on this journey of growth, understanding, and love.

Thank you for being here with me. Your support means the world, and I can’t wait to see where this journey takes us!